The Life I Wanted It To Be

Yeah, it’s coming… end of exams and final presentation and the biggest of all, the end of university’s days.

Just feel so sian studying for my adv bio right now. Totally no mood at all though I have lots of stuffs to memorized. lol.

Arrrr… can’t wait for this whole last paper and presentation to end. So far yet so near. I have BIG plans after that. Like going running, swimming or anything that require physical activity. I have been cooping up at home for quite some time. Feel so lethargic and “weak”.

I need to breathe some of the fresh air outside and enjoy the freedom of “doing nothing”. Yes, I enjoy that. At least I can enjoy “nothing” for at least 1 month, before hitting out to companies getting a freaking low-pay $2.5k to $3k salary.

Oh, yes… I wanna do some self upgrading too. I enjoy reading self improvements books. I love to read – self improvements, biz, technology, internet, autobiography etc. Any stuff except fiction books – novels. I still call them “story books”. lol. I don’t think people will see me as a “reading” guy because the way I look and the way I portray myself. But it’s my new hobby for recent years.

I am goona hit the racks for some interview skills book. I miss the workshop last dec – partly because I don’t like that ste*ven ch*n*g too. Anyway, I prefer self learning. Always been my style. I don’t mind spending money on such books although some people will say it’s a waste of money. I just love to read and I am not stingy  on getting books. Just ask al… she always tried to stop me from buying books!!! lol.

Anyway, it’s amazing how people can find out about a person just by google-ing. Just google yourself – your name, your nickname, your email address, or anything personal about you. You will be amazed by how much info you are leaking out on the internet.

So the way I write ste_ve*n c_h*on_g in this way is to prevent him from googl-ing himself and land on my page!!!! Whahahaha! (even though he won’t know who I am and won’t get my ass sued)

内疚

不断的摸索自己
企图改变一些叹息
我知道你对我的期许
是将来眼光的抵御

你今日无助的词句
都带着明日的讯息
我知道你对我的心意
而我就是有心无力

我还有什么可以给你
我不断的问自己
我不断的想
不断的在找寻

我知道你一直都辛苦
为我默默地付出
就算流泪也不承认你哭
我是身在福中不知福

所以我用尽我的全部
来告诉你我没有认输
还有什么可以给你
我的爹娘我的父母

还有什么可以给你
我的爹娘我的父母

Without fail, after hearing it always, my eyes will go teary when I am alone. I knew about this song many years ago and is still one of my favourite song of all time.

Talks about your parents.. but it can applied to any person or event as well.

The link to download the mp3: http://www.flyingcup.com/music/%D0%ED%C3%C0%E6%B5%A3%AD%C4%DA%BE%CE.wma

Well, I was supposed to be sleeping at this hour. But somehow I can’t get to sleep.

Hmmm….tomorrow is Polymer Physics paper, but I am still not fully prepared. Will see how it goes when I start to revise again in the evening. Left 2 papers and one final presentation. Will gonna make it.

While I was tossing in bed just now, I have some thoughts about my personal goals in life. My mind went wild and I was thinking about achieving my goals and how I could make it happen. In fact, I have many goals in life. But somehow, if I can achieve this particular goal, I guess I would have achieved many of my other goals too. lol.

The goal is: My future wife do not ever need to work for the rest of her life if she don’t wish to.

Sounds corny… but I would like that to happen. lol.

Shall stop here. I am not a “blog” person. Haha.

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What’s the next line?

If you can answer the question, you have the potential to work in google.

Hahaha. Just of the many mind-boggling aptitude test for google to sort out talented people.