Archive for July 2008
Rat Race?
Convocation has ended and my University life also has officially come to an end. Sometimes, I really miss school. When I got back home from work, my mind starts wandering and I would thought of my school life back then. Skipped those lectures, having projects, eating at the ever crowded canteen with my buddies etc. Life was all about “freedom” back then.
Well, I can’t say I dislike my job right now. It’s what I want to do for a job. However, I can’t say I am passionate about my job either. When Sunday night arrived, my mind will go: “Sian, have to go work tomorrow.” If that happens, then one is not passionate about the job. Haha.
It’s just like a nanny taking care of a baby. You like babies and it’s your job. However, it’s NOT your own baby. So, the feeling of taking care of other babies and your OWN baby is different, even though you may like your job as a nanny.
Now I am really into the rat race. My desire to break free from it is growing stronger after experiencing first-hand. I MUST make my online business grows. I want to be free again. Yes, having one’s own business may have problems and headaches too. But at least it’s my own “Baby”.
Sometimes, I really feel shagged out after work. Totally just wanna slack and do nothing. But from now on, I will force myself to work more on my online biz after work. It will be rewarding. It will be…
No matter how tired I am, I MUST work towards it. I MUST.
